Blind.

you are moving slowly but with certainty and you swing your hands around a little bit so you know what is around you. you hear that someone is coming and you try to get a grab of this person. person avoids your attack.
you need to do your explore again, moving slowly but with certainty and swinging hands around. suddenly it hurts! IT HURTS! and you are jumping around like a lost chicken in chicken yard. BUT you are jumping now recklessly and baaam, you are ling on the soft lawn which is a little bit wet but it doesn't matter because it hurts so much. the pain eases and you are relieved.
and again starts the explore, moving slowly but with certainty and swinging... suddenly someone grabs you.
no talk, no sound, just silence. somehow you feel comforted even though someone, yeah someone!, a random person, is leading you somewhere.
you hear music, awesome music. it makes you calm and peaceful. you stop and you get the most awesome hug, a really really nice hug! and then you hear the most beautiful words in your life. AND NOW you are really flying up to the mountains top~ and and and..

Shniff shniff! Slurp!

...and you find yourself in your bed with your dog, who is licking you... and you think "Ooooh man! Why, why?!?"